Thoughts on Sorrow

Today is BRADEY JOSHEB MARKIS? 2nd birthday. If he was alive today he would be running with his brothers and smiling a big toothy grin. His golden little locks bouncing as he ran and tried to keep up. He looked like Bailey when he was born, so I see him as a balancing effect on the brothers. So many things I wonder, so many thoughts fill my head?now I will wait to experience the rest in Heaven. Bradey is safe as in the arms of the Angels as he learns and grows in the light of Heaven. I hope to dream of his adventures there. ?There is no better place for a boy to be!?. In my time here on Earth?The Father has given me a Rainbow to ease my intense sorrow and torn heart? her name is Delaney Isabelle (?Noble Challenger? for the warrior princess she was born to be, and ?Gods Bountiful Gift? for the joy she brings to our hearts). We will never understand the fathers plan, but only rest in the assurance that He is in control and regaurdless of the pain we must bear-- God's Word is true and His promises never fail. Grab hold of the Hope that you will gain Peace -- though NOT always understanding if you ask Him. I am searching too- "the peace that passes all understanding" to be mine on a daily basis. I can breathe-- for now that is enough